Are you awake? Is your reality real? Are you sure?

Take the plunge down the rabbit hole of insanity and wonder in this fast-paced, nonstop psychological thriller that will leave you questioning the very nature of reality and beyond. Part thriller, part romance, part existential horror, A Dream of Waking Life delves into lucid dreaming, psychedelics, existential ontology, video games, the nature of love, the nature of reality, and more.
Outlast. Outgrow. Outlive. In the ashes of Earth, evolution is the ultimate weapon.

Mendel’s Ladder delivers an adrenaline-fueled journey set on a dystopian future Earth, brimming with high-stakes action, adventure, and mystery. This epic series opener plunges readers into a world filled with diverse cultures, heart-pounding battles, and characters who will captivate your heart and imagination.
Embark on a cosmic mystery spanning all of spacetime and beyond to discover the very nature of reality’s multilayered foundations.

“E.S. Fein is raising the bar for quality as it’s a very well-written and thought-provoking book…There are points and themes in the story that could be discussed for eons as people will have their own idea on where it leads. It’s a book I would highly recommend.” – Andy Whitaker, SFCrowsnest


1. Project Paperclip

Project Paperclip is more a historical fact than a conspiracy theory. At the end of World War II, the U.S. and Soviet Union secretly scrambled to recruit top German scientists to advance their own technology and military prowess. Notwithstanding their Nazi affiliations, these scientists were considered invaluable assets in the impending Cold War era. The knowledge gained, particularly in rocket technology, played a significant role in NASA’s Apollo moon landing.

2. Bohemian Grove

Bohemian Grove, a secretive campground in California, hosts a two-week-long gathering of the most powerful men in the world every July. Attendees have reportedly included U.S. presidents, high-profile business tycoons, and music industry giants. Claims of bizarre rituals and policy planning in this clandestine setting have been around for decades. While the Bohemian Grove’s existence isn’t disputed, what happens behind its closed doors remains a mystery.

3. Global Banking Elite

The theory that a global banking elite controls the world’s economy is one that persists today. Proponents believe a small group of wealthy, influential families and institutions (like the Rothschilds or the Federal Reserve) manipulate global events and economies for their benefit. While it’s a fact that wealth is disproportionately concentrated, the extent of control this elite group exerts is highly debated.

4. The New World Order

This theory postulates that a secretive power elite with a globalist agenda plans to eventually rule the world through an authoritarian world government, replacing sovereign nation-states. Critics argue that globalization and international cooperation efforts are cover-ups for this master plan.

5. The Illuminati

The Illuminati, a purported clandestine organization composed of world leaders, business authorities, and celebrities, is alleged to be the puppeteer pulling the world’s strings. Although the original Bavarian Illuminati was a real group in the 18th century, the existence of the modern-day Illuminati is widely debunked.

6. The JFK Assassination

The assassination of John F. Kennedy in 1963 is ripe with conspiracy theories, suggesting a cover-up by government agencies. Despite Lee Harvey Oswald being declared the lone gunman, many believe multiple parties were involved.

7. 9/11 Truth Movement

Many dispute the official account of the September 11, 2001, attacks, suggesting the U.S. government either allowed or orchestrated the attacks to justify wars in the Middle East.

8. The Moon Landing Hoax

Despite abundant evidence, some still believe the 1969 Apollo moon landing was staged by the U.S. government to win the space race against the Soviets.

9. UFOs and Aliens

UFO sightings and alleged government cover-ups have fueled theories about extraterrestrial life. Recent declassified Pentagon footage of “Unidentified Aerial Phenomena” has added credibility to these claims.

10. HAARP Weather Control

The High-Frequency Active Auroral Research Program (HAARP) in Alaska is rumored to be more than a research facility. Theorists suggest it can manipulate weather, cause earthquakes, or even control minds.


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